Friday, 30 December 2011

New year! New start!

It's 6am on New years eve and for the second night running I can't sleep! so what better time to make a list of goals I want to achieve in life.
                                                          

                                                           Candies life goals

1. Take a photo at least once a day for a year
2. Learn to drive
3. Own a car
4. Own a house in the country
5. Go to paris
6. Make enough paintings and take enough photographs to make a private view
7. Treat myself to some Mac makeup and brushes
8. Truly forgive those who have hurt me and move on this year
9. Own a french bull dog
10. Make new friends 
11. Make conversation with a stranger everyday for a year
12. Keep a writing journal and write in it every day this year
13. visit a gallery
14. Learn another language
15. Get a new tattoo
16. Stretch my ears the size I want
17. Have a brand new hairstyle
18. Get contact lenses
19. Make some cupcakes
20. Cook a fancy meal from scratch
21. Organise all the draws in my flat
22. Do a vintage hairstyle
23. Learn and Make a snow egg 
24. Go to lapland
25. Help someone less fortunate than you
26. Own a hello kitty phone
27. Attend a new class or club this year learning something new
28. Read a brand new book cover to cover
29. Finish my website
30. Do an MA
31. Own my own photography studio
32. Do something that scares you once a day (no matter how big or small)
33. look at this list everyday until everything is ticked off
34. Add to this list
35. Eat vegetables every day
36. Drink a pint of water everyday
37. Do the race for life 2012
38. Make a set of goals for the next day every night for a year starting today (must always include something fun)
39. Volunteer at the zoo
40. Say 3 positive things everyday about yourself
41. have a message
42. Spend a girly day at a spar
43. Go on a painting holiday to the country
44. Own a piece of jewellery with a lightening bolt on it
45. Wear a very fancy outfit and go to a very posh restaurant
46. Meet someone very famous
47. Make someone else feel good about themselfs by being kind to them
48. Dress up like a complete Essex girl for a day
49. Learn to Rollerskate
50. Go to LA
                                               


                                                 Would love a mini cooper convertable
                                             


                                                 Mac Makeup





                                                Adorable!





                                              And here is my fancy house!!
 


Thats a start!!













Sunday, 17 July 2011

Everyday is a new challenge!!

The aim of this blog is for me to keep a visual diary of everything I do because I am going through a really tough time, If anyone reads it then that's cool but it's mostly for me so I can keep track on things and hopefully reach my goals and dreams-put my life back together!


I have a list of dreams I want to make come true, but for now there just pipe dreams, hopefully one day I can make them a reality.


I want to own my own photography studio and I want a successful career, I have been a photographer for a few years now, I know I want to go back to uni and learn some new skills and techniques.


One of the dreams I had was to have a photo-shoot and be on the other side of the camera, I achieved this yesterday! It was amazing.



I think it's important to concentrate on what you do have rather than what you don't have, think  about what you have achieved rather than what you haven't, it's hard to remind yourself of that sometimes, here is some of my photography, something which in the past I have achieved!!

Photography





I think you have to be passionate about what you do in life otherwise whats the point? Live life to the full is such a cliche but i think it takes a brave,determined person to do it!

Achieving your dreams

A few months back I made whats called a dream board, I cut out pictures of images that I found made me feel motivated, I have it up on my bedroom wall, I see it every morning and I look at it, I think this helps to make you feel focused on what you want out of life,what your dreams/world can look like,I choose people I admire, pretty places I want to visit,pictures,drawings etc.. here is what it looks like.